i have this funny feeling at the pit of my stomach, but its a good feeling...
what is it about crushes, especially NEW crushes that is so exciting? im talking about real life boys... not pete wentz crushes or brendon urie crushes... but yeah... its always such a rush and you always look forward to seeing and hearing from them... and even when you are in a shitty mood they seem to turn it all around and make everything perfect =)
i love having a crush on someone and them having one back =)
i am for sure going to take it easy =)
hes so sweet, cute and funny!
hes everything i have been looking for... now if only i can fight off my inner demons who are taunting me to wait for him to screw up, make a mess of things and break my heart... but than thats how it always goes right? its all so new and exciting yet you are so uncertain of the situation and you fear the unknown so you expect nothing but the worse.
well, i have had a wall up keeping myself safe from guys for quiet a long time and no one has been able to get through to me until now, so im putting it all aside and even though i am scared, i am ready for whatever happens whether it be good or bad =)
xoxo - v